Hatonn: Do not spend countless hours searching to understand intellectually what “your” purpose is. Rather, learn to go within and, with your heart, learn to recognize what acts give you an inner sense of satisfaction, self worth, and lasting value.
Allow Your True Self To Shine Through
7/6/02 – Gyeorgos Ceres Hatonn
Good afternoon, my scribe. It is I, Gyeorgos Ceres Hatonn, come in the Radiant One Light of Creator Source. Be still and allow the Light to fill you from within. Remember always: where the Light is, Negativity or Darkness cannot persist.
Peace, balance, and order are only achieved when your energies are aligned with your higher purpose. Your higher purpose is the uniqueness instilled within your soul essence when you were created. This uniqueness reflects Creator’s Love and Light perfectly when you express to the world that which brings true joy to your heart.
Do not spend countless hours searching to understand intellectually what “your” purpose is. Rather, learn to go within and, with your heart, learn to recognize what acts give you an inner sense of satisfaction, self worth, and lasting value.
Often these are times when you are helping another in some seemingly small way. Maybe you just gave the person a compliment by noticing something unique that strikes you favorably about them, and thus you’ve lifted their spirits. Perhaps a major part of YOUR purpose is to help spread love and kindness in a world that is full of fear, anger, and hurt.
There are many ones within your circle of interaction who go through their lives never finding the “mysterious something” that is missing in their lives—that would, if found, give meaning and purpose and satisfaction to their existence. The “something missing” in the lives of most ones is ALWAYS found within.
As children you took it for granted. As most ones get older, you are exposed to external “standards” by which to measure yourself against others. As competition continues for you to “establish” external manifestations of your uniqueness, you become more and more distant from that which is TRULY important in life—and thus the nagging feeling that something is missing grows and grows until it begins to manifest inner emotional symptoms such as what you call “stress”. The process is subtle yet cumulative in its nature.
I have intentionally been vague to this point, for I wish for you ones to take a moment to reflect upon the times in your life when you were most happy—not just as an adult, but as a child as well. Please look at whatever event it was for you, and look for a CREATIVE element such as the unique way you expressed yourself. Look also for how others around you were affected by your happiness. This last point is more difficult because there are times when ones become jealous when they see someone else being happy when they are not, and will, in a moment of resentment, lash out at the Light that is shining forth.
Some will say “when I was with this one particular person I was happy” and thus equate happiness with an external factor. If this situation applies to you, and you can’t get past it to earlier times in your life when you were happy (prior to that external factor), then look for the qualities in this special someone that allowed you to express yourself more fully and freely than you had ever known. What was it about that person which allowed you to let down your guard and be yourself? Perhaps it was their acceptance of you that helped you to get past your own insecurities and self doubts.
Dear ones, when you were children you did not intellectualize life, people, or yourself—and therefore you were free. As a child you did not stop to double-think your words and wonder whether or not you were sounding silly or smart. As a child you did not have to go far to have fun and play—you could always pretend you were a princess, a cowboy, or anything else you wanted to be, and it was alright to have dreams and exercise your imagination and creativity.
For many of you, as you grew older, you found that people began to make fun of you for being “childish” and you began hearing phrases like “grow up” and “be normal”. This sort of reinforcement begins to cause many ones to associate qualities such as imagination and playfulness in a negative manner. People try to “fit in” and, in essence, “be normal” or the same as others, so as to gain others’ acceptance—mistaking that EXTERNAL acceptance as a measure of being on the “right” INTERNAL path for them. But all the while the nagging internal dissatisfaction remains and builds.
Some of today’s youth try so hard to not be the same that they go to extremes to express their internally felt uniqueness. And yet they are still conditioned to express themselves in the very same external manners—such as hair style, clothing, body piercing, and other extreme measures. Often these ones are in anguish as they reach for satisfaction in a fundamentally unsatisfying direction, believing that somehow these external factors will give them the recognition they crave.
All ones want to be accepted as being uniquely important. This is in large part due to the fact that all ones enter into the physical experience in order to have the opportunity to express their unique perspective so as to help lift the collective whole to a new level of awareness.
From a much broader perspective, this IS exactly what happens. However, to fully appreciate the impact for change that one individual can have, you may have to wait until an incarnation cycle has reached the point wherein you are no longer viewing from within the limited perspective of a physical body.
When your happiness is “tied” to another, it is because you have not yet realized that it is NOT the other making you feel good, but rather, the other is allowing you to express more of your true self—often encouraging you to do so. But it is YOU—and NOT the external stimulus—who must ultimately give yourself that permission to be yourself.
My intent in asking you ones to remember the times when you were happy and look at how you uniquely expressed yourself, is so that you can see, hopefully, that you didn’t have some special knowledge or understanding then that somehow is missing now.
The key to true happiness is in the subtleties of experience. Perhaps an exercise to use to help you see the value of subtle energy flows would go as follows: In your daily interactions with other people, try to give at least three compliments throughout your day. Please make sure that they are honest compliments. Look for the uniqueness in someone(s) and let them know you notice their uniqueness.
If there is someone around you who is always telling jokes, and you have never told them you really appreciate their sense of humor, then do so. Work to make this kind of subtle energy exchange a habit.
If there is someone you interact with who has an oppressive personality and tends to be overly negative, try especially hard to find a quality in them that is unique and positive. For instance, people who criticize others a lot tend to be very detail-oriented and want everyone else to be more aware. Point out this quality to them when the opportunity arises. Again, be honest and try to point out an appreciated aspect of their uniqueness—rather than their new shoes or something else external.
By doing the above kind of exercise, you will find that you are uplifting ones around you. In essence you are adding positive energy into their life—AND YOUR OWN LIFE, due to the greater Universal Laws of energy flow governing the amplified return of that which you send out.
Be attentive to the traits you notice in others. You will more easily notice your own strengths in others, as well as your own desires.
For example, if you notice that another is very patient with others, and you quietly say to yourself “I wish I could be more patient”—then take that as an indicator that perhaps those qualities you admire in others, but do not see in yourself, are YOUR LATENT traits that you have not yet fully developed. The reason you are noticing them is because your Higher Self is helping you to see where you should be heading with respect to your own personal growth.
All ones want to be appreciated for the uniqueness they have come to express. Please know that, even if others do not see the uniqueness in you, it is still there and still very much needed in your world.
If you have small children or grandchildren in your life who always seem to be “pushing the envelope” of what they can get away with, try to find the quality they possess that they are trying to express. Most are curious, like explorers who just want to see what’s around the next corner or how something works.
Look for their more dominant personality traits. For example, give them some clay if you can, and see what they create. Often this will give you insight into what they value or what is going on inside them. If they are trying to make something and can’t get it to “come out right”, do they give up or do they keep at it until they are satisfied?
Join them! When was the last time YOU played with clay? What would YOU make if you were sitting with them right now, rolling your clay around on the table?
My friends, true joy and happiness can be yours while the whole world falls apart around you—if you can remember to always stay connected within to Creator Source and, from that attentive state, learn to recognize and appreciate the significance and value of even the smallest of occurrences.
Remember that the smallest of bacteria, unseen with the naked eye, are ABSOLUTELY ESSENTIAL for life on your planet. Just as the smallest and seemingly most insignificant of emotional responses within you are ABSOLUTELY ESSENTIAL to your forward progress and growth as a unique individual on a spiritual journey of self discovery.
The elusive “something” that is missing in your life is that which YOU locked away behind fear, self-doubt, and pain. It is in essence your true uninhibited self. The majority of you ones lock it away, piece by piece, slowly, in the name of security and comfort.
Have you ever stood up for something you believed in, only to be faced with ridicule and embarrassment, where the end result is a quiet decision along the lines of “I’ll never do that again!”? If so, you have just locked away a piece of who you are. As more and more of these pieces get locked away, life becomes less and less real, because moments of true satisfaction become fewer and fewer.
Your answers lie within. Drugs are not the answer to depression. Rather, look to inner knowledge and understanding, coupled with the realization and acceptance that YOU are responsible for your own state of being. YOU chose your experiences, knowing that there would be challenges which cause you to eventually go within and find your own answers that then lead to a greater awareness of self. You thereby stand as an example for others to see and learn from.
I am Gyeorgos Ceres Hatonn, come in the Light and Love of Creator Source. The world in which you now find yourself is in great need of positive energy. Even the smallest trickle of appreciation can have tremendous effects. Please never underestimate YOUR ability to impact the greater whole—and thereby fulfill YOUR purpose.
Blessings and peace to you ALL! Salu.